I Want To Be Your Slave
Introduction:
Sorry, this starts off a bit slow. It takes awhile for the sex to happen. I wanted to write a serious science fiction story (the one our hero says heâs written), but one of the characters had other ideas.
** Chapter 2, dinner with a slave.
** Chapter 3, freedom.
** Chapter 4, theory lesson, the thermodynamics of power.
** Chapter 5, practical lesson. (The sex starts here).
** Chapter 6, oral exam.
** Chapter 7, skills of a farm slave.
** Chapter 8, a morning swim.
** Chapter 9, teatime discussion.
** Chapter 10, vanilla, its not just a spice.
** Chapter 11, aftermath.
** Epilogue
** Chapter 1, the offer. **
âI want to be your slave.â was Mariaâs answer, she further ventured; âmy kut burns with desire, it yearns for your eikel to invade. I want to be YOUR slave.â With extra emphasis on the âyourâ. She looked at me, waiting for an answer, pleading. I think I got the message.
Now what was I supposed to do. She really was my slave already, but my twentieth century conscience wouldnât let me act on that. Iâd better back up a bit here, though I really donât know how I ended up in this situation. Iâm a pretty normal twentieth century guy, the idea of slavery is pretty abhorrent. Then I found myself in 1806, and a slave owner. How, why that happened is another story, that Iâm not privy to. What I tried to do about this is also another story, I tried to set the slaves free, thatâs not really as simple as it sounds. I wrote that story as a mainstream book, I glossed over a few details like this little scene.
As part of the process of setting the slaves free, I interviewed them all. I wanted to know what they wanted so I could have some idea of how to extricate myself from this mess. Just setting them free into a land where the blacks were slaves, had no prospects for a job, etc, etc, was not a good idea. So I tried a little paternalism, Iâd do what was good for them, even if they didnât know it. But I tried to consult with them, it was their future after-all.
So I talked to them all, one by one, just me and them. After several days, I got to Maria. She was shown in, I motioned her to sit, and I gave her the speech Iâd been practicing on the others. âFirst, I want you to know that nothing you say here can get you into any sort of trouble provided its the truth. I want you to speak freely about your thoughts and feelings. As youâve heard, Iâve given you all some options. Now I want to know what you want.â
Well, Maria told me, and it wasnât something I wasnât prepared for. Iâd known blacks before, back in college my girlfriend was black. That left me with a life long appreciation for dark skin. Put simply, black girls turned me on. The same girlfriend coloured my attitude to slavery. When I was young I knew my ancestors kept slaves in the colonies, thatâs what you did in those days. My girlfriend seemed to think I was rather to proud of that fact, that caused some ructions, which I will gloss over.
Then there was the concept of a âslaveâ in the BDSM universe. Iâd enjoyed a little light S&M with some of my relationships, but most had been too vanilla to enjoy that sort of thing. So, after it was invented, I turned to the internet to indulge my fetishes. (God, you have no idea how much I miss the internet.) I learnt, in theory, about power exchange, the idea turned me on. I firmly believed that any such arrangement must be consensual. The idea of non-consensual sex was a total turn off. Maybe my dark side wanted to dominate and whip someone, but they must have given me permission first. That can be quite inconvenient.
Now this girl seemed to be say she wanted me to indulge all of my fantasies and fetishes at once, only she couldnât consent to it. A legal slave, such as Maria had no legal standing to give consent. No one ever though such a thing was necessary. A slave was a possession, like your sofa. It canât consent to your sitting on it, anymore than a slave can.
I stood there at a loss for words, Maria took my silence as a bad sign. âMaster Stephen, have I displeased you?â The plaintive tone and look of anguish almost enough to break my heart.
I gathered myself together, âNo Maria, you have not displeased me, far from it.â She looked very relieved, back to the pleading. âI want to make sure Iâve understood you correctly. What do you envision would being my slave entail?â She looked slightly puzzled, education was not something given to slaves, I was speaking to her as a 17th century equal. You used different language to talk to a slave.
âWhat do YOU mean by âbe my slaveâ?â.
She looked at me excitedly, âI want you to use me for your pleasureâ. She averted her glance. âWhatever I can do to make you happy, Iâll do it gladly. Whatever you want.â I needed time to think, but I didnât want her to think I was angry if I sent her away.
âNow Maria, Iâm not sure what to say. Would you give me a little time to think on this.â
She looked a little downcast, and replied âOf course Master Stephen, whatever you wantâ.
I had a long think, and I came up with a plan which seemed plausible. Hoping this would work, I sent for Maria. She came back into the room looking terrified, she was shaking, she feared the worst, that I wouldnât be interested in her. âNow Maria, what Iâm going to tell you is not bad news, so please let me finish before you say anything. First, I like your offer a lot, it is very flattering. However, I can not accept it from you, you are not free to make me such an offer. Do you understand what Iâm saying?â Her look told me she didnât, and if I didnât explain this to her soon, if was going to get ugly with the waterworks.
âAs you know, you are, unfortunately, a slave. As you also know, a slave has no freedom. Without freedom you can not make an offer such as you have, that I could in good conscience accept.â She was still not getting it. âI could only accept such an offer from a free woman.â
I saw some inklings of understanding, âWhy would a free woman offer that?â she asked.
âThere are free woman who would make such and offer, and I would like to give you the opportunity to find out.â Some more blank incomprehension âI want to free you.â, she looked puzzled, panicky, she was about to overflow. âIf I set you free, you are then free to make the same offer, or not as you want. If you want to make the same offer, I would be free to accept it. My conscience would only allow me to accept such an offer from a free woman.â
Iâm not sure how much of that sank in, but she responded, âIf thatâs what makes you happy, Iâm happy.â.
âThe important thing is what make you happy.â was my response. âI have sent for my lawyer, tomorrow he will draw up the papers to set you free. You can think it over for a day and then you can make a decision. In the meantime, I would be glad if you would be my guest.â She looked a little happier, I could see she was trying to assimilate this development. I summoned the Louisa and Hanna, the ladies maids, and charged them with bathing and dressing Maria. I gave some hearty thanks that bathing was back in fashion in my current day.
** Chapter 2, dinner with a slave. **
In the early evening Maria reemerged, wow! She scrubbed up really well, and the maids had found some fashionable clothes of the former lady of the house. 1800âs fashion wasnât what I was expecting, at this point Iâd usually have a peek at Wikipedia to find out what to expect, did I mention I really miss the internet. In my mind I was thinking 1700s, farthingales and high bodices, 1800s the Victorians covered up in voluminous dowdy dresses. Iâm a guy I donât know much about the history of fashion, I forgot most of what I saw at the fashion museum when I visited (but I do remember the farthingales). What escaped my notice was a brief period around 1800, which seems to be called âEmpireâ style. It emphasises bosoms and curves, and uses quite diaphanous fabrics.
Maria had some very nice curves, I like that in a woman, and the dress showed them off to perfection. Maria had a quite magnificent bosom the dress seemed quite stressed at its attempts to contain them. I think she may have been a big bigger on both top and bottom than the former lady of the house, this made her dress especially appealing. Did I mention she ticked all my boxes for body type fetish. Dark skin, perfect and lots of it on display. Curves, a chunky body suggesting compliance as you pressed against it. Boobs! my they were perfect, and very artfully displayed.
I was at a loss for words. My silence obviously worried Maria, âMaster Stephen, do you not like me?â
âNo my dear, quite the opposite, I was not expecting the very vision of Aphrodite, just arisen from the foam that I see.â As I said, any education was not wasted on slaves in this day, let alone a classical eduction. My allusion passed over Maria, she had her puzzled look. I cast around for a word in her argot, âLekker!, very, very Lekker.â She smiled shyly. She curtsied elegantly and cavorted and twirled to show off the dress.
âLouisa worked wonders with this dress, I love it. Thank you Master Stephen, you are the best owner a girl could hope for.â
I was uncomfortable, calling me her owner gave me a twinge in my conscience, and her movements were giving me a twinge in my trousers. At least I had trousers, they were a new invention it seemed. âWe should dine.â My attempt to deflect the developing situation. We sat together for our meal, Iâd ordered a relatively simple meal for her last night of slavery, roast mutton. We talked. We didnât have much in common, but she was bright and she was eager to here about my adventures. I talked of what I knew from the 20th century, not really knowing much about the current version of me. I couched it in terms which I hoped sounded not too anachronistic. She was thrilled to hear of my travels in Europe and the Americas. She articulated well the lot the slave. I could tell she was bright, it seemed such a shame that she never got an education. But then, in that day even a free woman was not going to get much in the way of an education, this world was screwed up in many ways.
After dinner I showed her the library. She was fascinated by the idea of knowledge in books, just out of her reach. I found a tome on classical mythology and found the plate of Aphrodite rising from the waves. I explained what I had said earlier. She was fascinated. I pointed out a few words in the book and she made a good job of puzzling out a few bits. It was getting late I summoned the maids to escort her to bed, as she was leaving she asked if she might borrow the book and she took it with her.
** Chapter 3, freedom. **
Early the next morning my lawyer arrived. We discussed my plans and he said heâd draw up the papers. I asked him for a rush job for Mariaâs papers, he said heâd get to it. A little while later Maria emerged, she was dressed more modestly than last night. She was carrying two books, she looked at the tome on classical myths and said âThat Zeus was one geil bastaardâ. Followed by flourishing the other book, âLook I found the most marvelous book, âA Dictionaryâ, its telling me what the words mean.â Maria was indeed a bright girl, last night she couldnât read, today she was critisising the king of the gods.
I asked âMight I see that book?â, Maria passed it to me. It was a copy of Samuel Johnsonâs classic dictionary, 1768 third edition. OK, I thought, theyâve invented the dictionary already. Thatâd be another thing Iâd just look up on Wikipedia, when was the first dictionary. The only reference I could think of was the episode of âBlack Adder the Thirdâ where the dictionary put in an appearance. So it must be Regency if they werenât playing fast and lose with the truth, which they were known to. I flipped a to a page headed âBLO BLUâ no entry for âBloomersâ, I chuckled a little. Maria looked at me quizzically. âI saw a comedic play, it had Samuel Johnson complaining that the Prince Regent had marked rude words in his dictionary, including âBloomersâ. There is no entry for âBloomersâ.
Maria looked puzzled at that. âWhat are bloomers?â
Donât tell me bloomers didnât exist at this time, âTheyâre, theyâre an article of ladyâs underwear, âŠ, drawers?â I indicated to my lower half.
âOh.â said Maria, and giggled a little.
We were interrupted by James, my Butler. âIf I might interrupt sir, Johan says he has the documents ready.â
I turned to Maria, âCome Maria, this is a very special day for you.â She eagerly tagged along behind us. âYou have the document?â I enquired of Johan.
âYes, here you are.â Handing me a single page.
I turned to Maria, âWhat do you think of this?â. She looked over the document, a look of great concentration installed itself on her face.
âMight I have the Dictionary Master Stephen.â She enquired, I was still holding it and handed it over. Maria went back to studying the document and referencing the dictionary.
Johan took me aside and asked quizzically âYouâre educating the Kaffirs now?â.
âHardly, last night she couldnât read a word, she taught herself over night. She really is an extraordinary girl. Now that you mention it, an education would be an excellent start for my plans.â
He came back with, âYou know there are places where that would be illegal, you might not want to boast of this too far and wide.â
Maria piped up, âI think Iâve got it. This paper will make me free?â.
âThatâs right, Maria, this document will emancipate you, once I sign it.â I reached for a pen, and signed in the appropriate place. I summoned James and he witnessed the document, Johan got out his sealing wax and impressed a seal. âThatâs it?â I asked Johan, he nodded. âIn that case, Johan, Iâd like to introduce to you Miss Maria, a free woman of the province. Maria, this is Johan Kruger esquire, advocate.â
Maria curtsied âcharmedâ, she said without irony.
âMariaâ, I enquired, âdo you have a surname?â
âI donât knowâ.
Johan chimed in, âusually, if it is needed a slave would take the surname of their master. That does not seem appropriate in this instance though.â
âMaria, would you excuse me, I need to show Johan out.â I did and shook his hand warmly as he left. âThank you!â.
âI hope you know what youâre doing.â He said in response, âThere are those who would not look favorably on your endeavor here.â
When I got back to the study, Maria was intently studying her books. âNow Maria, what are you going to do?â
She looked puzzled âWhat do you mean?.â
âYouâre a free woman now, you can do what you want, and I will support you in whatever it is you decide. As a free woman you could now leave if you wanted, I suggest finding somewhere where there are no slaves.â
âThere are such places?â she interrupted.
âYou know, I donât know, but its something we might be able to find out.â Damn, whereâs Wikipedia you needed it, what countries have abolished slavery by 1806? If I were to guess, Iâd have said that abolitionist movements would have been gathering strength since the mid 1700s, I was somewhat surprised that it was still here. âI do know that soon all slaves around the world will be freed and slavery will be seen as a great evil and a stain on history.â
Maria perked up at this statement, âDo you really think such a thing is possible?â
âI know it is.â I replied.
âBut I donât want to leave, I want to stay with you.â
âIn that case Maria, ⊠is it alright if I call you Maria?â
She looked puzzled at my enquiry, âIts my name.â
âI know it is, Maria, but it is polite to enquire if ones might use such an informal address.â
âOf course you may, Master Stephen, it makes me feel all warm inside when you use my name. Please do.â
I looked at Maria with mock severity, âDid you know, you just insulted me?â she looked crestfallen.
âIâm sorry Master Stephen I didnât mean to, please forgive me. What did I say wrong?â
I explained, âWhen a free woman addresses a Male as âMasterâ she is implying that he is not an adult. âMasterâ is the title given to a child. I havenât been called âMasterâ since I won an archery medal when I was 17, at least not by a free woman. If Iâm to call you Maria, please call me Stephen.â
âOK Stephen.â she look really pleased with herself, like the act of saying it gave her physical pleasure.
âAnyway, as I was about to say, if you wish to stay here, I would like to invite you to dinner this evening. Just the two of us. I can ask cook to rustle up something really special. Or is there anything special that you would like?â
She thought for a moment. âI donât know what a free woman would like to eat, so I will trust you. However, I have heard of something called âice creamâ that I would like to try.â Ice Cream? Is that even possible, the romans had something like ice cream, I donât know if it made it back to this part of the world already. It must have if Maria had heard of it. Do we have have the capability. It would require an ice house. I didnât even know if the house had one, thatâs the sort of thing you delegate to the servants.
âServantsâ is another of those words a liberated twentieth century guy might have trouble with. Iâd got used to the concept a while ago, my college was traditional, the staff were referred to as âservantsâ. That was when I got used to âservantsâ calling me âsirâ. It seemed really weird for a 65 year old retainer to call me, an 18 year old, âsirâ.
âIce cream would be most agreeableâ, I agreed, âI shall have to ask cook if it is possible, I donât know if it is.â I shall make the arrangements. I suggest six this evening, if you are agreeable.â In the meantime, I have a lot of work I need to catch up on. Could you amuse yourself in the library for the rest of the day until then?â
âWith all the booksâ she enquired and looked ecstatic at the prospect.
âYes, with all the books. Though my collection is but a tiny fraction of the books in the world. Where I come from you can find whole palaces dedicated to just books.â She looked awed at that prospect.
âI would like to see such wonders someday.â
âI hope I can arrange that somedayâ, I responded. âIn the mean time, Louisa and Hanna can take care of your needs, or James. Whatever you need, just ask one of them.â
** Chapter 4, theory lesson, the thermodynamics of power. **
At 6:15, fashionably late, Maria emerged. I was slightly disappointed, she didnât look quite as stunning as yesterday. I must have betrayed this feeling. âDo you not like it?â, she said showing off the dress.
âYou look lovely my dear, but something is different from yesterday.â
âPerhaps the petticoats? Hanna suggested that a respectable, free, woman would dress a little more modestly.â The petticoats certainly achieved this aim.
âWould a respectable woman dine with a man alone?, especially a man whoâs intentions are not honorableâ
âBut youâre an honourable man, are you not, Mas⊠Stephen?â
âWell, I was considering making an exception tonight. I wanted to discuss your offer this night, Iâm not sure that is suitable for respectable company.â
âOooh.â responded Maria, with a far away look. âThat sounds ⊠interesting.â
âFor a start would you care for some madeira?â
âI donât know what that is.â was her response.
I poured a small glass of the wine, I examined the light mahogany colour and sniffed. âThis is madeira.â I explained passing the glass to her, and pouring myself a small glass as well. âI expect youâre not used to alcohol, so just a small glass. Some wag once said, âCandy is dandy, but liquor is quickerâ. Alcohol has interesting effects on some woman, but I want you to keep a clear head tonight.â
She sampled the wine. âWoo, thats ⊠interesting. It makes me feel warm inside. I think I like it.â She drained the glass. âYes, I like it. Should I have some more, or do you have more treats in store for me?â
âI have plenty planned for you, but youâd better be sparing with the wine. For a start, try some of these hors dâoeuvres.â I said passing a small plate of little pastry bites.
âMmm! Delicious. Iâm enjoying being a free woman. But I think I need to sit down.â I hoped the wine wasnât going to her head quite that fast.
âAre you alright my dear?â
âYes, I think I just feel a little bit strangeâ
âI think the wine might be going to your head. You should eat something more substantial.â
I pulled the bell rope, and soon James entered. âDinner is served, Sir and Madam.â
âShall we?â I asked offering Maria my arm. She accepted and we proceeded to the dining room. Cook had excelled,something relatively simple, quail in a fruity sauce and vegetables, simple but delicious. Just as Iâd asked, something not too challenging for Mariaâs first free meal. âYou should try some of this wine.â I selected a very good, but not too challenging wine form the cellar for Maria.
âThis is also wine? Its so different from the previous one.â
âYes, wine comes in many varieties. The madeira was is a fortified wine, its stronger than this âtableâ wine.â
As we ate, I explained my take on the situation.
âYou asked why a free woman would make such an offer. It depends on what the free woman likes and wants. Where I come from this is known as âBDSMâ. Those letters are a little mixed up, they stand for all of âBondage and Disciplineâ, âDomination and Submissionâ and âSadism and Masochismâ. They are all expressions of sexual desire. Sexual desire is the strongest motivator there is, if thatâs what it what it takes to satisfy your sex, thatâs what you must do.â I considered adding a little explanation of darwinism and sexual selection, but that might break the mood. I wasnât even sure if Darwin had done his thing yet. I had a vague memory that the voyage of the beagle was in the middle of the century, but I wasnât sure if that was 1750 or 1850. 5 seconds with Wikipedia is all I need.
âAt the heart of this, as well as of the letters, are domination and submission. One of the parties submits to be dominated by the other. One of them hands power over them to the other, some call this âpower exchangeâ. Power exchange on its own can be what excites you, either giving it or receiving it. What you do with the power is what the rest refers to.â
âBondage, you may already be familiar with, it just means restraining someone. Tying them up, or some such. Believe it or not there are people who like being tied up. Iâm quite partial to it myself.â
Maria looked a bit puzzled. âYou?â
âYes, it comes down to submission. I quite like a bit of submission myself. Its quite a clichĂ© that the powerful like to give up their power, at least temporarily. Discipline is concomitant with the bondage, you might inflict or suffer pain or humiliation along with it.â Maria looked distinctly dubious, but I pushed on. âSimilarly, Sadism and Masochism describe the roles. The sadist gains satisfaction from inflicting pain on someone, the masochist enjoys having the pain inflicted upon them.â All different faces of the same coin, at its heart is the power exchange.â I started to wonder in the back of my mind, if the terms âSadistâ and âMasochistâ had even been coined yet. They werenât in the dictionary, Iâd checked.
âSo my offer was that I give all my power to you?â
âYes that exactly right. The question now is that actually what you want. You really need to know what you want, before you can give it or receive it. There are many ways to express it, and you really need to come to an agreement about it. Its not unknown that two people entering in to a BDSM relationship will draw up a âSlave Contractâ which details what each wants, how much power is given and what is expected.
This can vary enormously, a masochist might enlist a dominant to abuse them. The dom might take direction from the masochist on what to do to them. Even though the masochist looks like the submissive, theyâre really the dominant. On the other end of the scale, a submissive could give themselves completely to a dominant who could then do whatever the dom wanted to do with the submissive, without regard for what the submissive wants to happen. That sounded to me like what you were offering. Most BDSM relationships are somewhere between these extremes. On important thing here is âconsentâ. In all of this the submissive consents to the treatment they get. When you were a slave, you were incapable of giving consentâ
âI think that was what I was offering.â Said Maria in a contemplative tone. âThen, I couldnât do so freely, But now âŠâ
âPlease donât decide anything yet.â I interrupted. âThere is plenty I want to show you yet. By now weâd finished our main course, so I said âI have a treat in store for you, cook did manage make some ice cream for you.â With that two small dishes of ice cream were brought in, there was also some chocolate on the side. I was pleased to discover that chocolate exist already in solid form, and I wished again for a glance at Wikipedia or that I remembered more of the history of chocolate from when Iâd been in Brussels. âTry it.â
She tentatively brought the ice cream to her lips. As the ice cream entered a variety of sounds escaped. âMmm!â, âOoh.âI think she liked it. With a big smile on her face, she said, âThat is even better than I imagined, it is indeed ambrosia.â Sheâd been studying her mythology obviously.
âTry some of this.â I said picking up one of the small pieces of chocolate. I also poured a small glass of port. I bit into the chocolate and was somewhat disappointed it was somewhat bitter, and a bit gritty. It needed a good conching, I wondered if that process had been invented yet. The port also didnât taste like I was expecting.
âWhat are these.â She said eying the port and chocolate dubiously, âThey donât seem to agree with you a great deal.â
âThis is chocolate, and this is port. Chocolate when properly prepared it is the finest, most popular sweet, at least where I come from. This is not quite to the standard Iâm used to, but try it and see what you think. The wine is Port, also not quite like Iâm used to.â
She took a small bite, and burst in a big smile. âIf this is bad chocolate, I can only dream of the wonders of good chocolate.â she gushed, and sensing an opportunity, asked âIf you donât like it, might I have yours?â
âWell, its not that bad, but certainly if you like it that much. I think Iâll ask cook to make hot chocolate next time. You mix it with warm milk, it can be quite delicious as well.â
Maria sampled the port. This also elicited some appreciative âMmm!âs. âThat makes the chocolate even better, if such a thing is possible.
âHow are you feeling Maria? I fear that you have already overindulged a bit. I want you compliant, not insensible for your practical lesson.â
âBut I feel marvelous!â She said slightly too loudly, âI feel all warm inside like Iâm melting. I want you to take me in your arms and have your way with me as a free woman. But what do you mean by âpractical lessonâ.â She said with the puzzled look back in place.
âWell, I intended to have my way with you all along, I said my intentions were not honourable. The afore going was the theory lesson, that of power exchange. I think its time you had a practical lesson, a demonstration of what it really means.â
âWell I hope you will expedite your dishonour.â was her surprisingly lucid, if slightly slurred response. âI think there are some matters which require your urgent attention.â
âAnd what might they be?â I enquired. Maria just looked down, indicating her crotch. This was definitely getting serious I should hasten my plan. I rose from the table and offered Maria my hand. âMadam, I would be most grateful if you would do me the honour of accompanying me to my bed chamber. There we can attend to your urgent matter.â
She took my hand and used it to steady herself as she rose. âCertainly. Will my honour cancel your dishounour?â She asked and giggled.
âThat is a question for a philosopher who is slightly less intoxicated than you. Iâm afraid philosophy was never my strong suit.â
** Chapter 5, practical lesson. (The sex starts here). **
We sat on the edge of the bed, I took her in my arms and kissed her gently on the lips. âMmm, I think Iâm enjoying being a free woman.â I said nothing, but kissed her harder. My hands started exploring the magnificence which was Maria. My hand explored under her modest petticoats, and was met with no barrier to her sex. She was obviously ready. I raised an eyebrow âDid you forget something?â
Among heavy breaths she managed to say âHanna told me doctors recommend letting air flow freely under there.â
âRemind me to raise a glass to medical science sometime.â I quipped. âThis is indeed convenient, for it allows me to do this!â at which I dived under her dress and petticoats. She may have reacted to this but I couldnât see or hear her from my vantage point. I couldnât see any thing in the dark down there, but my tongue found her the heart of the matter which were obviously primed and ready for this. I started gently not knowing how sheâd like this, but soon I was greeted with gyrating hips and incoherent sounds. I think they were incoherent, things were a bit muffled down there. Soon her thighs clamped, somewhat painfully, about my ears, she bucked a few times and went limp.
I emerged from the concealment of her petticoats and gazed upon her limp form. With some concern I asked âMaria? Maria, are you alright?â
She roused slightly, she lifted her head and tried to focus on me âWhy ⊠why did you stop? Get down there and do that again!â That was a very definite order, I was happy to comply.
This time my labours lasted longer, it was a task I seldom tired of, though my tongue was starting to cramp when her hips bucked again accompanied by a very audible sigh. I emerged and enquired âIs it safe.â
In a very languorous manner she answered, âI think you extinguished the forest fire, or did I accomplish that it looks like youâve been swimming down there.â Referring to her juices which had been flowing freely âI think there are a few embers still alight, be careful you donât fan themâ
âI think I can keep them alive, without burning down the forest, I said, holding her tightly, while my hand played in her garden under her petticoats.
Her demeanor darkened, âOh Stephen, I was so terribly rude just now, could you ever forgive me. That wine is doing strange things to me, I think I shall forbear for it in future.â
I smiled a broad smile, âIt would be a great shame if you did that. I like this version of Maria.â
âHow?â She showed great puzzlement.
I approached the question from a different angle. âDo you have a word for what I just did.â
âNo. I have never heard of such a thing, though I hope to hear a lot more of it.â
âWell I know lots of words for it, though none Iâm comfortable with. When talking of sex Iâm not comfortable unless I play a part.â More puzzlement, âI could discuss it like a doctor, where Iâd call it âcunnilingusâ.â
âHmm, the latin for tongue is âlinguaâ, Iâd venture not coincidentally.â
I looked surprised, âYou know latin now?â
âHardly, but that book you gave me is all about the greeks and romans. I could not hope but pick up a few words from them. I think you have a very clever lingua.â
âI donât think Iâll ever cease to be amazed by you. However, as I was saying I can also say it in an exaggerated base manner, such as âlick yur cuntâ. I said with a crude accent.
âWe could make our our name, how about âLingual Exerciseâ.â Suggested Maria.
âMore of a euphemism, ⊠using a more pleasant sounding name for something.â I added the explanation when she started to look puzzled.
âSwimming!â exclaimed Maria, âWe should call it swimming.â and dissolved into a gale of laughter. I did chuckle but was also wondering what Martha (with or without the Mufffins) would think.
âSwimming it is then.â I agreed. âYou know back home a magazine did a survey of womenâs sexual likes and dislikes. Out of every one hundred women who responded, 98 of them liked having âswimmingâ performed on them, or in other words 2 did not like it. Frankly I was surprised that many objected.â (That was a Cosmo, pre internet, Iâd sometimes tried to track the survey down and failed)
Still laughing, she said âI wonder if I might have the portion for those two woman, I like it. Though you have women sharing their intimate details with a magazine, is there no shame where you come from?â
âObviously very little.â was my response. After Maria calmed down to some chuckles, I got back to the topic in hand. âGetting back to the question, Swimming is a very submissive thing to. As I said, Iâm quite fond of a little submission, Iâm particularly fond of swimming. You know, one of the first times I did that, I came.â I indicated spurting motions from my obvious member. âThe girl did nothing to provoke that, he just did it on his own.â I said indicating the guilty party.
âIts never quite had the same effect on me since, but I really do like doing it. When your ordered me back to the task it really turned me on.â Puzzlement. âwhere I come from to be âturned onâ means to be excited, usually sexually. You know there were times when a woman ruler would force visiting males to perform swimming on them, to show their relative positions of power. If you were to be my slave I could never go swimming again, and that would be a great shame.â
âIndeed that would be a shame.â Agreed Maria.
âUh huh.â I nodded in agreement. âDid I mention I really like it when a woman tells me what to do, at least sexually. The ones Iâve known have been a little shy about that sort of thing.â
âI donât know what came over me.â asserted Maria, âI never imagined Iâd behave like that. But it also turned me on. It was like a dark shadow fell over my soul.â
âWhy donât we call that âDark Mariaâ, if thatâs not redundant.â
âRedundant?â
âRedundant means no longer needed, or having been replaced. You are obviously dark already, so its not necessary for you to also be dark.â
âA pun then.â
âIn this case, somewhat.â I agreed. âI hope to see Dark Maria in future. In fact I really think I should see more dark, Maria. Iâve satisfied you already, and youâre still fully clothed, as am I.â
âI donât know if Iâm satisfied, I may be just resting, I may have more work for you later. However, why donât you undress me.â
âMy pleasure madam.â
âAnd when youâre done, why donât you undress, your trousers will thank you for it.â
I tried to efficiently undress Maria, but I had no experience with petticoats, they were a bit of a puzzle, much to Mariaâs amusement. âIâm glad you have Louisa and Hanna to aid me.â Her magnificent dark skin was finally reveled, I bathed in its glory, awestruck.
âOy!â interjected Maria, âGet those togs off!â She was obviously getting used to being the domme.
âAt once madam.â I made as good a show of complying, as I imagine a Chippendale might. (Iâm straight, Iâve never seen them perform.) Then I stood in front of her naked and ⊠prominent. I bowed my head and asked âDo I meet with madamâs approval?â
Maria, magnificent and recumbent, smiled her most endearing smile while looking me up âMmmâ and down âoh my! its enormous.â her eyes widened. I joined her on the bed, and I sampled the goods on displays, she was every bit as pleasant to feel as she looked.
I complimented her on her choice of words. âVery good Maria, you should always compliment a man on the size of his manhood, weâre an insecure bunch, we always worry that we wonât measure up. We need all the reassurance we can get.â
âBut it is big! I donât know how it would ever fit.â
I never thought I was that big myself, but my girlfriends had sometimes had problems with it. âI doubt it will be a problem Iâm sure weâll find out soon enough.â She looked eager at the prospect. âBut first a few more practical lessons. First Iâll say, ânever trust a man with a hard on'â.
âHard on? You mean âŠâ looking at the obvious.
âYes, hard on is one name for it in its tumescence. Actually come to think of it, âhard onâ is a phrase Iâm comfortable using. And what I mean by never trust a man with a hard on is that when a man gets into this state he stops thinking, at least with his head, his little head âŠâ indicating the obvious, âwill take over thinking for him. Thereâs nothing that will stop the little head from getting what it wants. Heâll lie and cheat, heâll use all the guile at his disposal to manipulate the object of his desire. He may not even be beyond forcing himself on a woman.â
âBut youâd never do that!â
âI hope not, but given the right provocation, you never know what a man might be capable of. Would you think I might ever strike a woman?â
Maria looked horrified, âYouâd never do that, youâre the kindest gentlest man there is.â
âThanks for the vote of confidence, but I have indeed struck a woman. An paramour of mine, one day she was a total bitch to me and in the evening was feeling guilty. We were in bed, and she asked me to âfuck me so it hurtsâ. I did have a little trouble fitting and if I werenât careful I could hurt her. I refused, but she knew me well enough to anger me. Eventually she angered me so much I slapped her, hard, and did as she asked. Its probably the most erotic thing Iâve ever done, I relived the moment many times for years after. Though, you really should not mix sex and anger, its dangerous.â
A wide eyed Maria asked. âBut whereâs the consent? You never consented to the act, you were forced into it. She must have been one evil teef.â
I was taken aback. Iâd never considered that aspect. âHmm ⊠Iâve never thought of it like that, maybe youâre right, intellectually. I never felt victimised, as I said I enjoyed it. When the little brain takes over, you never know what happens. She wasnât that bad, she had her ups and downs, incidentally she was a Yoruba.â I didnât actually know Mariaâs ethnicity, but I guessed she was from somewhere nearby.
âWell that explains it then, what would you expect from a Yoruba.â
âMaria!â I was quite shocked. âDonât you know better than to make judgements like that. Havenât you had enough of people judging you on the colour of your skin, and now youâre judging someone on their tribe. You donât know the girl!.â My tone was very stern, Maria cringed.
âIâm sorry Stephen. I should know better, can you forgive me. But, it was Yoruba who sold my mother into slavery.â She spat.
That was a development I wasnât quite prepared for. âShe would be as horrified as you by that, you donât know her.â I tried to get back to my original plan as an introduction for another practical lesson. I said sternly. âI might forgive, but I think you should be punished.â
âKayâ, she said meekly.
I sat on the edge of the bed and motioned her to lay over my lap. Head down, her magnificent bottom faced me, it was almost a shame to abuse such a magnificent creation. I thought I could persuade myself. I fondled her bum, and then with no warning delivered short sharp slap. Maria let out a little âyipâ but remained in place. I fondled her bum some more, and slapped her some more, harder and harder. A few more yelps. I fondled her bum some more and then moved down to her sex, it was still dripping wet as it had been most of the evening. âOohâ a little moan escaped her. Then I touched her clit. There was an explosion, bucking hips she was obviously coming, I hadnât expected that. Then she went limp.
âMaria! I said with mock seriousness. Iâm supposed to be punishing you, youâre not supposed to enjoy it.â
A very relaxed sounded Maria responded, âIâm sorry Stephen, Iâll endeavor not to enjoy being punished in future.â She had a very big grin, âIs there anything I can do to make this right?â
âHmm, Iâve been thinking you should return the favor after my swimming. Kneel down!â I ordered. She knelt before me, I crossed my arms and tried to look stern. âNow suck on it!â
She started to protest, âYou want me âŠâ but gave in and hesitantly started to nuzzle my prominent member. Then she licked a bit, then into her mouth. I donât think sheâd done this before, but she was learning fast, aided by by some helpful incoherent noises from me. âMmm!â (yes), âOohâ (do that some more). I think she was picking up blow job as a third (or was that fourth) language. I looked down, one of her hands was between her legs. âMaria!â I exclaimed severely, how can I punish you if you just enjoy it.â
âMaria looked sheepish and stared at the floor. I think I must be a submissive, or a masochist.â
âYou can be both, they go hand in hand quite well.â
âI thought Iâd not enjoy the whipping, and I didnât at first, I thought I was being well punished. Then the fire started and would not be put out until you touched me there. I would never have thought that could bring me pleasure, let alone that much pleasure. And then when you told me to suck it, I was horrified, that is something one who submits to god should never do. It was so bad it turned me on âŠâ She tailed off, her enthusiasm being replaced by a realization.ââOne who submits to godâ, submissive. The same word is there.â
I briefly thought about making some crack about submitting to me rather than god, but I thought better of it as it definitely could be taken the wrong way. I didnât want to bring religious strife into this pleasant little scene. âYes the same word is there. Why donât you come back up here and we can discuss the meanings some more.â She got up off the floor and joined me on the bed. I continued my exploration of her body.
She said in a contemplative tone, âIâm a submissive. But I was a dominant earlier, ⊠Iâm confused.â
âYouâre a switch.â
âA switch?â she said very puzzled, âNeither of us have used an actual whip, just your palm.â
Oh great, the word hasnât been invented yet. (The two state switch probably derives from electricity, which hasnât been invented yet, but they have railways, donât they have switches. Maybe theyâre using the British word âpointsâ for that.) âSwitch can also mean something which changes from one thing to another. Switches are a common object where I come from. In this case you change from being a dominant to being a submissive as the mood takes you. You âswitchâ.â
âThat sounds like very strange language, you must come from a very strange place.â
âI hope to show it to you sometime. By the way, I call what you were doing a âblow jobâ, again I seem to be comfortable with those words. Also in that survey of what women like, 97 out of a hundred like to do it, 3 of the hundred did not like it. And frankly, I was surprised that many woman liked it. Iâve had less luck with my past loves. Iâll say if you ever want to put a man in a good mode, give him a blow job. If you want to get something out of a man, wait until his dick is in your mouth, then ask him.â
âThough its rude to speak with your mouth full.â/âIsnât it rude to speak with your mouthful.â We said in unison, and dissolved once more into gales of laughter.
** Chapter 6, oral exam. **
After we calmed down, Maria enquired, âWould it be awfully greedy to ask if I could have that those three the woman donât want?â
âIt might, but Iâm sure the men would not complain. Would you want all three at once, or just one at a time.â This seemed to be a new concept to Maria she got a quite far away look.
âThree at once? Would that be possible?â
âWell you might not be able to fit them all in your mouth at once, but you could have three, or more, men with hard ons all looking to you for their satisfaction. Their satisfaction may not just be blow jobs, but more may be demanded of you. Would you like to do that Maria? If you were my slave I could lend you to a guest for their satisfaction. Or I might join in and we both use you at once.â She looked further away with this thought, I swear it got damper down below. âYou like the idea, donât you Maria.â
âOoh yes!â Threesomes on the menu, score! âThat is so submissive.â she managed gasp out.
âIt doesnât need to stop at two, how about three? A whole platoon?â She looked a little dubious about that.
âMaybe we should try just two, then add another once Iâve enjoyed it, them maybe another and so on.â Gangbang by induction, this could get interesting. âBut would you not be jealous of the attention I would be getting.â
âIâm not sure I know jealousy. When Iâve considered one of my paramours with another man, or men, the thought turns me on. But Iâd like to see it, no sneaking off behind my back. I should be present, Iâd be disappointed if you did not have appetite left to satisfy me, but Iâm sure Iâd survive.â
She considered this, I changed the subject. âHow about women?â
âWhat about Women?â
âWould you have sex with a woman?
â??â confused sounds arose from Maria.
âSome women like other women, some like both men and women, two women might go swimming together. Whatâs more men like the idea this is often depicted in erotic shows for normal men. It also brings up the possibility of one man, and two women. You can imagine men like that idea, I like that idea, but Iâve never done it.â
âUh? I need to think on that.â
âIf you were my slave, I could lend you to a lady visitor, youâd have no choice in the matter.â She looked very dubious at the idea. I continued my inspection of Mariaâs amazing skin. I suggested, âWould you like another practical lesson? This time as a bit of a dominant.â
âSounds fun!â
âIts a variation on swimming.â I said, being comfortable with the term we invented. âThis time Iâll lie on my back, and you sit on my face, with your âŠâ I said indicating her crotch.
âMy kut?â
âYes, your kut, I might call it a âcuntâ, both seem quite crude. We should come up with a name for that.â
âBut Iâll hurt you if I sit on you. Iâll think on namesâ
âIf you hurt me, then youâll be a sadist, you havenât tried that yet. But it doesnât hurt, and I really greatly enjoy it.â I lay down on my back and beckoned. She dubiously approached trying to work out the best approach, then splat! She landed very wet cunt on my face. I, or rather my very clever tongue, started to explore the options. Her slit was quite juicy, just how I like it. Then I paid a little attention to her clit, and she rammed her self into me and collapsed. Again, Iâd hardly started and sheâd come, it doesnât give me much time to enjoy it. I was also having a little difficulty breathing, so I tapped her on the thigh, then a little more urgently. She shifted, âI need to breath occasionally.â
âBreathingâs over rated,â she said contentedly. âI want to do that again, I want to climb on top of you and force you to swim, but you just stole my knees, Iâm not sure I can.â
âI have a different idea, why donât you turn around, and lay on top of me. You donât need functioning knees to do that. Who knows once you get there you might find something to do. By the way, there are people who find being suffocated, not necessarily like that, to be their turn on. Iâm not one of them. Usually I can get in a few breaths in that position.â
She considered the merits of the idea and languorously turned around and lay on top of be as I suggested. This left her cunt in the perfect position to be licked with the help of a couple of pillows, and I could breath. As I suspected she did find something to do, my rigid member fell to hand, or mouth and she started a blow job. I concentrated on my job, but the situation got the better of me and I came in her mouth. Then I flopped.
She get off of me and poked me in the shoulder. âWerenât you in the middle of something?â She said in a rather stern tone indicating her crotch.
âUh, ⊠yeah ⊠sorry. That um, ⊠it rather flattened me. Might I have a few minutes to recover?â
âNo!â Her cunt plopped down on my face again. I started to probe with my tongue, but she had other ideas, she started to ride my face. She mashed her clit into me somewhere near the nose and swiveled her hips so her gash travelled over my mouth and outstretched tongue. Then off and back, a little breath, and it was down again. I donât know how long this went on for, probably not long then she mashed down on my face and went rigid, then fell off to the side sobbing and gasping.
I propped myself up on my side an looked at Maria with a big smile on my face.
She was distraught. âOh Stephen, Iâm sorry, I forced myself on you, you did not consent.â
âDo I look like I mind?â I ginned and indicated downwards, where something had sprung back into life.
âBut, Iâm just as bad as the evil teef. I forced you to pleasure me.â
âI have great difficulty believing you can force a man into sex, thatâs what they want to do, its the strongest natural urge. Now just after I come, I do loose interest temporarily. You could wait for me to gather my wits, or you could do exactly what you just did. Lets say, in general, I consent to you sitting on my face, if it suits you. Iâm sure I could wrestle you off if I really wanted to.â
âBut⊠Iâm not sure I like Dark Maria.â
I took her into my arms and said âI do. In time you should be able to come to terms with her. If it makes you feel better, I could punish you again.â She brightened up at that.
âWhat would you consider a suitable punishment?â she asked, eyes down cast.
âWell ⊠Lets think about this. So far, what have your practical lessons covered, what is yet left?â
âUhm. Thereâs bondage and discipline, we havenât done bondage, you whipped me for discipline. âŠâ She tailed off, as she relived the spanking. âUhm, Domination and Submission. I think weâve done both of those. Sadism and Masochism, you were a sadist, and I was a masochist when you whipped me, you didnât think I was a sadist when I sat on you. We havenât covered bondage and my sadism.â
âHmm.â I mused, âI have some ideas, but they donât involve punishing you. I could punish you by not punishing you. âPuzzlement. âYouâre already feeling guilty about your behavior, if I punish you, youâll feel better about it. If I donât punish you, youâll continue to feel bad about. Youâll punish yourself. Its cunning mental torture, its not really what Iâm into. I want you to feel good about yourselfâ I really wasnât feeling in the mood for another punishment scene.
âOhâ
âI could forgive you. Its within my power to absolve you of all your sins.â I hope she would buy that, and not cause a religious argument. âThough I would like to have a spare punishment available when I feel like administering it. Howâs that?â
âYou forgive my sin, and I consent to you punishing me whenever it suits you?â I nodded. âAnd, err ⊠well, if you feel like punishing me the same way you did earlier âŠâ Now sheâs topping me from the bottom, she catches on fast.
âI forgive you!â and I tapped her forehead. Her spirits lifted instantly.
âNow what!â she said jumping up on to her hands an knees, so her boobs hung down temptingly.
âAre you never satisfied? Youâve come what 4, 5? times already and you want more. Iâm afraid a mere man like myself needs a little time to charge his piece.â I said looking down, âBy the way I really donât know how to refer to him. I might say âdickâ, you say âeikleâ, but those are bit crude.â
âIts more than 3, but Iâm afraid I donât know the numbers to name it.â Oh god, she canât even count to 4, poor thing. This society has a lot to answer for. âWe could attempt to see what it takes to satisfy me, it may be soon, Iâm not even sure its me. The wine and Dark Maria have taken me. As for your little, err enormous, friend how about âGeorgeâ, he is after all the king of his breed.â
âWhen you say George, Iâm not sure that would be proper, to be named after the reigning Monarch. It might be considered treason. More importantly a past paramour of mine called him George, it seems inappropriate for you to do the same. How about âWilliamâ after the previous king? âWillâ to be brief. It lends itself to jokes about âsapping my willâ.â she giggled, she nodded. âWill it is.â
âWhile weâre at it, we need a name for your garden of delights.â I indicated to her crotch, I lazily snaked a hand down there. âWe could name her after something from the garden, like âLilyâ, I just hope we never have a servant by that name.â
** Chapter 7, skills of a farm slave. **
âOk, Lily. Lily is getting impatient. If you continue to just lie there, I may just jump on top again.â She was quivering, something was going to happen.
âWell, as tempting as that prospect is, I have other ideas.â
âTell me.â
âWell, we could try vanilla sex.â This was met with a very baffled look.
âWhat would you do with that spice and sex? Isnât it terribly expensive.â
âAh!â Donât tell me, Vanilla isnât yet widely cultivated, its something exotic, but isnât it native to Madagascar? Whereâs Wikipedia when I need it. âUm, where I come from vanilla is the single most popular flavour, its so common that it comes to mean âwithout any particular flavourâ. So when something is described as vanilla, its the most basic form of what its describing. In BDSM terms, âvanillaâ means something not BDSM, or just sex as normal people do it.â
âThat idea has great merit. Though you do indeed come from a very strange place with your immodest magazines and unimaginable flavors. I really must get there some day.â
âAnother idea is to try bondage. I could tie you up and have my way with you, I think Will would be very pleased to make Lilyâs acquaintance.â
âMmm!â That idea also has great merit.â
âOr you could tie me up and have your way we me. Now you see the power exchange, on the face of it, you will be dominant, but Iâm hoping youâd do what I want you to. That would also involve Will and Lily getting acquainted.â
âDonât I get to do what I want to do?â questioned Maria. âCould I try sadism while you are bound.â
âWell if Iâm tied up, you certainly are in charge, Iâd have great difficulty stopping you from doing anything you wanted to do to me. I have to trust you in a very basic way to make this offer.â
âThat sounds like a great responsibility. Not nearly as much fun.â said Maria with a pout.
âFirst, we have to agree a safeword. If one of us utters the safeword, it indicates a withdrawal of consent, and the other should stop. The word should be something you would not normally use.â
âThat sounds like an excellent idea.â
âThose into BDSM recommend it. The value of the safeword may have different currency. It may mean the submissive wants respite, or if may mean the dominant has broken the trust of the submissive and the relationship will end. They can also be used for the submissive to direct the dominant to do what the submissive wants.â
âWhat word should we use?â
âHow about âMangoâ.â was my suggestion.
âMango?â
âMango, donât you have those fruits around here?â
âYes, but why âMangoâ?â
âDo you often say âMangoâ when you donât mean âstop thatâ? That and a friend used it, I found the idea amusing.â
âWell then, Mango it is.â agreed Maria.
âWhich way should we do this? I must say as as I lie here I like the idea that you tie me up, its less effort on my part, you do all the work.â I suggested with my best boyish grin.
âI get to tie you up, because youâre lazy.â Maria sounded unimpressed.
âSounds like an excellent idea to me, but have you never noticed that its easier to do something when your lover asked. If you asked me to tie you up, Iâm sure I could find some more enthusiasm.â
âYou would tie me up and abuse me, if I asked you to?â asked Maria.
âCertainly,â I said stirring, âis that what you want?â
âUhm. I think I want to tie you up, Dark Maria is coming back.â
âDoes she know the safewords?â I asked with some concern.
âI think so. Can I, or Dark Maria, try some sadism?â
âUhm, Iâm not sure about that. I have fantasies about that, but Iâve never actually done it. The fantasies usually involve several woman, and swimming while receiving a blow job.â
âIâm not sure I want to share you with others, but we could call on Louisa and Hanna to aid.â
Oh god, sheâs offering me a BDSM foursome, sheâs definitely a keeper. âI am very tempted by your offer, but I donât think it would be right to involve Louisa and Hanna, I am their employer, they may feel duress to give their consent. It would be improper, where I come from it would be called âsexual harassmentâ.â
âTheyâll be sad to hear that, they fancy you something rotten.â
âThey do.?â I said in a very surprised voice.
âYou didnât know?â
âMen are not the most perceptive creatures on this earth.â was my defense.
âSurely you speak the truth. They talk about little else. They were really quite jealous that I was your choice, but they still did their best job to deliver me to you.â
âSo no Louisa and Hanna, what do I tie you up with?â Inquired Maria.
âIâm afraid, I didnât plan this far in advance. I think you may find some scarves in the wardrobe. I hope we donât have to call in James to ask him where to find such things.â
Maria started casting around for something to tie me up with. âWe could always call in James to help in other ways, what was that about two men at the same time?â
She really is going to be a keeper, I tried to keep to my principles. âYouâd better tie me up before before I assent to your plan. That would really not be appropriate, again Iâm his employer.â
âYou said it yourself, men wonât mind this sort of thing. Ah I think Iâve found what I need.â She walked over to carrying several scarves.
I got myself comfortable and suggested. âTie my ankles together and then to the bed post, then tie each wrist to the bedpost.â
She got busy doing as I suggested and soon I was helpless, and Will was very prominent. Maria hopped on the bed, and kissed me on the lips. âYou should test the bonds.â I tugged and they didnât move. âYouâre not trying are enough, I think you need some encouragement.â I wasnât sure where this was going. âIf you can get free, Iâll be your slave just like you want me to be. If you canât get free, Iâll go fetch that switch I found in the wardrobe and see what I can do with it.â Iâm not sure which of those was a bigger motivator, but I struggled more and still couldnât get free.
âWhere did you learn to tie like that.â
âIâm, ⊠I was a farm slave, I tie up livestock regularly.â She hopped off the bed and walked to the wardrobe and walked back to the bed. âLook what I found, Dark Maria is going to have so much fun.â She brandished a riding crop at me. I didnât know that was there. She hopped on the bed again and kissed me. She hurriedly whispered in my ear, âDark Maria just stepped out, quickly, if its too much, say âbuffaloâ.â Then kissed me on the lips again. I think she just gave me a yellow safeword, I hoped thatâs what she meant.â
She kissed me down the sternum and belly, and found Will who was doing his best flagpole impression. She kissed him, then slipped him her mouth.
âMmm.â I sighed and relaxed. I close my eyes, and Whack! Maria had cropped me on the upper arm. âOw!â I said more in surprise than pain.
âIf you were looking it wouldnât be a surprise.â She said between mouthfuls. I kept my eyes open and watched her, she glanced up at me occasionally and seemed to get annoyed. âIâm going to have to do something so you canât see.â She climbed up the bed and sat down on my face, she was facing my feet this time. I did the obvious and explored with my tongue. She started rocking her hips. I was working away then ow. Sheâd hit Will, I stopped in surprise.
She lifted herself off my face, I said âOw!â now I had the chance.
âDonât beasts usually work faster when you put the whip to them?â She asked.
âHe may not function for you if you do that again.â
She pouted at me, âIf you donât do a good job, Iâll take the whip to you again.â At that she plopped down and I went to work. A tap on the thigh, I sped up. This happened a few times more, and it started to feel, good. I squirmed. She hit again, I slowed down, she hit more. I stopped and bucked my hips more. She lifted off my face and scowled at me. âYou stopped! What good is a slave who wonât work.â and waved the crop at me.
âIâm sorry.â I replied, âI was dreaming of herds of wildebeest sweeping majestically across the plains of Torquay.â I carefully didnât say âbuffaloâ, and Iâm sure the reference meant nothing to her.
She looked concerned and asked, âDid you mean buffalo?â
âNo, wildebeest, if you carry on like that, Will will make his presence known.â
âWhere thereâs a will thereâs a way.â she said demounting and eying Will. She turned around and climbed back on me below Will. She grasped him and introduced him to Lily, she rubbed him up and down her, then slipped him inside. With a look of great concentration she started to sink on the shaft. She bit her lip, and finally came to the end. She looked down, âWill, Iâd like you to meet Lily.â She turned to me, âI donât think he can hear me. Its a bit muffled in there. Heâd better not speak until I tell him to!â brandishing crop at me. âHe is indeed a magnificent beast.â
With that she started rocking, then riding up and down impaled on Will. âGiddy up!â she exclaimed and sped up, she used the crop on me again. Faster and faster, she cropped me more and more. âThatâs it my beauty, faster, faster!â. Despite her earlier admonition or maybe because of it, it was too much for me and I came. Oh god did I come, all ending up inside Lily. Will subsided, spent.
âNo!â a very angry sounding Maria screamed. âI was nearly there!â She hesitated shaking, then looked me in the eye. âI told you not to do that!â She scrambled up my torso and plopped down on my face, she was wet and gaping and creamy and tangy, just as I like it best. I was not quite recovered yet to totally enjoy it, but I set to work. She started riding my face again, and she started cropping me. âOw!â in my post orgasmic it hurt, I considered saying âbuffaloâ, but I donât think Iâd be heard or listened to. Luckily it didnât take long before Maria stiffened, gasped and again fell to the side sobbing.
She looked totally relaxed and concerned at the same time. She reached out to me, âStephen, are you alright, did I hurt you?â
âIâm fine Maria, you were magnificent, are you sure youâve never done this before?â
âNever. Oh Steven, Iâm frightened, Dark Maria scared me, sheâs cruel, she enjoyed that. It turned her on. It turned Me on âŠâ she tailed off.
âWhy donât you untie me and we can talk.â
âOh, ⊠yes, ⊠sorry, I should do that.â She scurried to untie me.
Once free I held her tightly, and tried to reassure her. âMaria, you were magnificent, I couldnât, I have never dreamed of a better scene. I think I love you.â
âShe looked shocked. âHow can you say that? How could you love such an evil person. I enjoyed hurting you. I never want to hurt you.â
âYou didnât hurt me, much. Thatâs the best sex Iâve ever had. It was my idea, I wanted it. And look, I donât have a hard-on, so you can trust me.â
Startled, she looked down and burst out laughing. âOh Stephen, I love you, I never want to hurt you, but I want to hurt you. Iâm confused.â
âWell, Iâll say it again, you were magnificent. I couldnât have hoped for someone to play the part better, you played me perfectly, in fear for my safety, but totally safe. Thank you for the buffalo, it made it much easier to enjoy.â
âI didnât think I was playing a part, I donât want to absolve myself of the guilt, but that Dark Maria really is an evil teef. She was trying to mentally torture you.â
âBut thatâs part of what I liked, sex is more a mental activity than a physical one. It worked perfectly. It turned me on, oh boy did it turn me on. If you donât do it again, Iâll have to beg you.â
âIt turned me on too, but it frightened me.â responded Maria.
âIâm sorry to frighten you, but if you could see your way to letting Dark Maria back sometime, Iâd be eternally grateful. I think youâd like that too. I hope I donât have to get a hard on to be able to persuade you, that could be dangerous.â
âIâll think on the matter.â Declared Maria, and enquired. âNext time, might we have vanilla sex.â
âUh, OK, but I donât think Iâm capable right now.
âWell, thatâs perfect, I donât think I am either. I think Iâm finally satisfied, I shall sleep well tonight, I suspect Iâll suffer for it in the morning.â
âAs shall I.â I responded. And added, âJust one thing, once Will has said his piece, could you spare the whip. Once Iâm spent, it hurts.â
âOh Stephen!â she exclaimed with great concern. âIâm sorry, You should have said buffalo.â
âI didnât want to interrupt you, I didnât think I could interrupt you, I wouldnât have been heard.â
âIâm sorry.â Then she brightened when she said. âYou should punish me for it.â
âWould you mind if I didnât right now, Iâm totally spent. I could add it to your tally.â
âOoh sounds perfect.â Sighed Maria.
We settled down to get some well deserved sleep. When Maria asked âWhereâs Torquay?â
I laughed. âIts a town on the South Coast of England.â
âThey have wildebeest there?â
âNo they donât, its a line from a comedic play. Its something you canât see from a Torquay hotel bedroom.â
âYou are a very strange man Stephen, I like you.â
âGood night Maria.â
âGood night.â
** Chapter 8, a morning swim. **
Sometime the next morning I awoke. When I regained my senses Maria was lying there staring at me. âYou look so peaceful lying there.â
I blinked, but otherwise did not respond. âI am so lucky to have you Stephen, but you are cruel. I ache in many places. That bludgeon of yours made me ache in an unusual place, its a dangerous weapon,â She said gesturing to Will, âLily is protesting about her treatment.â
âAs I remember you did that yourself, its self inflicted. Remember youâre a masochist.â
âAnd a sadists, and a submissive, and a dominant, and a confused woman.â she continued. âLily is feeling very upset with your treatment of her. Would you like to make it up to her with an early morning swim?â
âJust give me a few moments to gather my wits.â I pulled back the sheets to reveal Mariaâs magnificent body. âJust Lie there.â I lay down next to her, and approached from the side. Lily was obviously ready for this. âWere you not satisfied last night?â I asked giving a first tentative lick.
âI, ⊠Oof.â was her first response. She again tried to respond âI, âŠâ and she flopped back as she was interrupted by more tongue. She gave up trying to respond and sighed.
âI hope you, ⊠give me ⊠more work, ⊠today.â I said between licks. âI hardly had time to enjoy my labours yesterday.â I worked away at Lily, my efforts seemed to be appreciated. The way I was lying, Will close to hand for Maria, and at some point her hand found him, she idly played with him for a while, and gradually became more urgent. Her incoherent vocalisations came more frequently, her hips started to squirm. I stepped up my efforts, I brought my fingers into play, she stopped playing with Will and her hips bucked. I made an assault on two fronts a tongue hard on the clit and two fingers in and out of Lily. This had the desired effect, she bucked, went rigid then limp as a rag doll.
I climbed up next to Maria and hugged her. Slowly her wits returned. âDid the herd of wildebeest just trample me? Are we in Torquay?â I instantly cracked up at this non sequitur. Gasping for breath I buried my face in her boobs to stifle the laughter. She joined in. âI like it when you laugh.â
We subsided to merely gasping for breath. âTo answer your earlier question, I thought I was satisfied last night, but as I awoke there was still a small ember glowing. As I watched you sleep, flames were fanned. I was considering rousing you, but you looked so peaceful.â
âFor such an urgent emergency, you should have awakened me.â I said with my mock stern voice. âI would have to severely punish someone if they did not.â
She looked contemplative. âSo I could rouse you and suffer such treatment as I just have, or I could let you sleep and be punished? You present me with such a dilemma.â
She changed the subject. âWould you like assistance with that?â She asked indicating Will, who was very prominent.
âWell I was thinking of saving it for our plan for vanilla sex. However, heâll always appreciate a blow job, just mind you donât make him speak. I would not be pleased, and I would be forced to not punish you.â
âOh, kay.â she assented. I lay on my back and she went to work. She was good, she was very, very good.
I was suitably appreciative, but eventually I said. âI think this may get serious soon.â
She rose and pouted at me, I held out my arms and we hugged. âWhat plans have you?â She asked.
âI think we should rest today. I suggest we have tea this afternoon and discuss the future. I think I may have another treat for you.â
âOoh,â She perked up. âwhat? Is it dominant or submissive or vanilla?â
I looked at her sideways with a patronizing smile. âMy, you are obsessed, its food.â
âOh.â She blushed and looked away.
âIâm not complaining. But Iâm only mortal, I have only so much energy, youâll wear me out. I have a lot of work to do, and I need some energy to do that.â
âCan I help you?â She asked.
âYou just were.â I said motioning to Will.
âNo, silly, could I help you with your work.â
âOh. An interesting idea, let me think on that. But for now we should summon the maids to aid you. There should be a gown to cover your modesty in the wardrobe, then I can ring for James to summon them.â She hopped up, bouncing very nicely. âYou should cover up before I change my mind, Iâm starting to consider the possibilities afforded by the scarves and the riding crop.â
She looked at me and paused as she reached for the robe. Then she very deliberately reached for the robe and covered up. I must have looked mightily disappointed. âYou promised me tea, and treats, and vanilla sex. But if you say I shall disrobe, hand you the switch and gladly submit to your worst desires.â
She was not going to make this easy on me. âUhm, uhm, uhm.â I struggled. âWill is doing his best to overrule me, but I think we should keep to the original plan. Youâd best hurry before I am overruled.â I looked around, weâd best put away these things.â motioning to the scarves and crop. âLest James appreciates our activities. Youâd best not blab too much to Hanna and Maria, they might not understand.â
âIâm sure they know everything already. The servants always know whatâs going on. They wouldnât be worth much if they did not.â
I blushed at the prospect. âIâd prefer you did not go into details, leave them guessing.â
âIf thatâs what you want, I want to shout from the rooftops, tell everyone of my good fortune.â
âAnd you think there is no shame where I come from.â I countered.
We tidied up and the maids were summoned. âShall we say tea at three this afternoon?â
âI shall suffer every moment until then.â
âYou have the library to amuse you and every other facility at your disposal. Youâll survive.â She perked up at the mention of the library.
** Chapter 9, teatime discussion. **
The clock had not yet struck three when James interrupted me in my study. âPardon me sir, Miss Maria says she awaits your pleasure in the drawing room. Shall I bring the tea?â
âYes, please do James.â I said rising, and made my way to the drawing room. As I entered Maria jumped up and ran to me. She was wearing another diaphanous empire style number, with no obvious petticoats this time.
She hugged me. âI missed you, I suffered greatly.â
âYouâre a masochist, you enjoy suffering.â I countered.
âI, I, I.â She struggled for a response to that. âI mentally tortured myself, I did not have the solace of suffering at your hand. Parting was such sorrow, not sweet at all.â
âIâm sorry, Iâm here now.â Then what she said sunk in. âShakespeare now?â
âYes, heâs good isnât he.â
âHeâs generally reckoned to be. Iâm not very familiar with his works. Though having said that, Iâve probably seen a dozen of his plays, Iâve even acted in one, and crewed backstage for another. I do find him a little difficult to understand.â
âThe language is quite old, not like that which is spoken now.â Considered Maria, then she showed off her dress, and asked âDo you like this one? Louisa and Hanna did me like you like me.â
âBoth of us like it.â I said indicating Will. She smiled and looked away demurely. âIâll enjoy taking it off later.â
âYou should be able to manage that with no petticoats.â She chided. I glared.
âTalking of Louisa and Hanna, they like the idea of the four of us.â
âYou discussed that with them?â I was somewhat horrified.
âSorry.â She said and examined the floor. âIt just sort of slipped out.â I was trying to find something to say, when she added âI think Louisa and Hanna already go swimming together.â That threw off my train of thought.
âYou mean theyâre lovers? I thought you said they fancied me?â
âYou said a woman could like both men and woman, I think they do.â Oh my, this was getting intriguing.
âBut I told you, I couldnât do that, Iâm their employer.â
âThey were most disappointed when I told them about your reservations.â
âWould you have me compromise my principles? Iâm sure you could persuade me if you tried.â
âHmm. Iâll bring it up the next time Will is in my mouth.â
âIâm tempted to take him out now, but I hate to remind you that would be evil.â
âBah! youâre no fun.â
I though Iâd better change the subject, âWe should have tea.â I rang the bell and soon James entered. âYour tea Sir and Madam.â
âThank you James, you may leave us to it.â
âVery good sir.â Said James leaving the room.
âHave you ever had tea?â I enquired of Maria.
âNo, I never have.â
âIâm quite partial to it myself. Iâm not sure of the current fashion, but I like it with milk.â I poured a little milk in the cups and some of the liquor from the silver pot. I passed a cup to Maria. âYou might find this a little challenging, some find it more palatable with sugar.â I raised my cup my lips and sipped. âAhhh.â I thought Iâd better warn Maria, âCareful it is quite hot.â
She took a tentative sip, she didnât look particularly impressed. âPerhaps some sugar.â I spooned a small amount of sugar into her tea and stirred. She took another sip.
âYes that helped. This is quite a strange brew. I may get used to it.â
âIt might help to have drunk it from birth.â I suggested. âIt also goes well with these.â I said finding the scones.â This is the treat I promised you.â Maria perked up.
âWhat are they.â
âThese are scones. Theyâre only part of the treat, they go particularly well with this cream and this jam.â Iâd verified with cook that clotted cream was known and she could produce some. She also found some jam, Iâm not sure what fruit though. I cut the scone in two, spooned on some cream and some jam and rejoined the two halves. I passed it to Maria and assembled my own. âTry it, this is the greatest expression of English cuisine, and bit into the scone.â Cook had excelled.
Maria was studying me as I ate the scone. âBy the look of you, it must exceed ambrosia itself.â and she took a bite. âMmm. Ooh. That is good. Iâm not sure its better than chocolate, but good.â
The scones didnât last long, washed down with the tea. Then we started on the sandwiches, and ended with the candies, including more chocolate. As we ate and drank we discussed the situation.
âWhat of your future then Maria?â
âI donât know. Iâm confused. Youâve showed me so much. I trust you, Iâm looking to you for guidance.â
âWell, you could extend the offer you made originally. I could draw up papers to make you a slave again. I find the prospect tempting to have you for myself, to use as I wanted. Iâm sure I could find lots of ways for you to amuse me. This option does have certain drawbacks. I would never again be visited by Dark Maria, this would be great shame. I could never again go swimming, this also would be a great shame. Of course, you wouldnât have a safeword to use. There are no limits to a slaveâs servitude.â
I was trying to make this option sound unappealing, but Maria was getting her far away look again. âMaria, am I turning you on?â
She blushed and looked away. âYes Stephen, the option sounds most appealing when you describe it so.â
âBut Maria, I could do anything, youâd have no safeword.â
âYou could indulge all of your most base desires, those that your conscience wonât let you normally indulge. Iâd be satisfying you totally, you deserve that.â
She wanted to throw out all the rules. âI couldnât trust myself with that much power over you.â
âI know you wouldnât, so I am willing to give that to you.â I was shaken by this turn of events. She added, âIt will help you exercise your demons.â
âDo you mean exorcise?â I said amused by the slip.
âNo exercise. If you just exorcise them, youâll still be afraid of them, if you exercise with them and get to know them, they wonât frighten you anymore.â
âOh. Makes sense.â I was somewhat bemused buy this logic.
Maria saved me by changing the subject. âYou said there were other options?â
âErr, well ⊠uhm. At the other end of the scale I could be your slave. Iâm not sure really how that option would work. Iâm not sure I could submit as totally as youâre willing to do. I have never previously considered such submission. The slave contract would have to be negotiated.â Maria nodded, she didnât seem to be biting at that offer.
âIn the middle we become partners. We can have sex as we fancy, dominant, submissive, or vanilla. We can negotiate on the role we want from day to day. I like this idea a great deal, I could go swimming whenever you want, I like that. We could invite Dark Maria into bed when it suits us, I must say it suits me. You asked me if you could help me with my work. If we were partners Iâd think you should be educated, in time you should become a very able helper.â Maria agin nodded, she didnât seem to have the enthusiasm sheâd shown for the first option. This was worrying me, she might opt for that.
âYouâre being very quiet Maria, do you have any thoughts on this?â
âI did have my heart set on the original offer. But I see you are troubled by it.â
âThis is about you Maria, you need to decide what you want. Whatever you decide, Iâm sure you can persuade me to accept it.â
âMmm, persuasion.â Mused Maria with her far away look. Then asked. âWhen you said âpartnersâ, do you mean we would be married?â
âMarriage is one possibility, if thatâs what you want. In this day marriage has some drawbacks, youâd have a status little better than that of a slave, its really quite barbaric. We could find some other form of partnership which preserves your freedom, we could explore the possibilities with Johan.â
âYou donât want to be married?â
âI have nothing against marriage, Iâve proposed it to several women, I should tell you about that sometime. However, where I come from marriage is entered into by equals, each parter remains distinct, but something greater emerges from the union. Here, the woman basically ceases to be when she marries, at least as far as the law sees. It may be possible to be married and you to still be free, my father tried that with a prenuptial contract which stated my mother would retain her identity. Iâm not really sure it worked, again we could discuss this with Johan.â
âThis place of yours becomes more marvelous all the time, was your father not from the same place?â
âHe fled from his country before I was born, he disagreed with the government, and not just about marriage laws.â
âThat sounds like yet another story you should tell me sometime.â
âWhat little I know of it.â I agreed. âBut before you decide, I have one more treat for you, and I promised you vanilla sex. If you are to decide properly, you should appreciate the partnership of equals.â
âOhh, treats, what do you have for me now? She asked eagerly.
I rang the bell again. âIt might be a few minutes before the treat is ready.â
Maria spoke up. âIâve been thinking, maybe we could solve your dilemma with Louisa and Hanna the same way you solved your dilemma with me.â
I didnât get what she was getting at. âIâm afraid I donât follow you.â
âI offered to be your slave, you conscience would not let you accept the offer because I was your slave. You freed me. Louisa and Hanna would like to indulge you, but your conscience would not let you accept because you are their employer. Could you become not their employer anymore?â
âI donât think theyâd thank me if I terminated their employment.â
âCould you be not their employer, but they still be employed.â
âYou logic suggests they should be employed by by someone other than me, but still do the job of maids here. Whoever employs them, they might feel duress to please me.â We fell silent.
I mused, then asked rhetorically, âWhat is important about being employed?â and answered myself, âThe money and the status. If they would be paid whether they pleased me or not, they would be free to please me if they wanted. I wonder if such could be arranged with a trust.â
âA trust?â
âA legal entity to accomplish something. Iâd have to ask Johan if this would work, but I envision I put some money in this trust. The purpose of the trust is to pay Louisa and Hanna. Once I set up the trust, I have no control over it. I could not make it stop paying Louisa and Hanna if I wanted to. I no longer have any control over them, and they are free to indulge me, or not as they choose.â
âThat sounds very clever.â Said Maria
âWell it was you had the idea, I just followed your logic. But why are you trying to get me to shtup Louisa and Hanna?â
âShtup? I can guess what you mean by that. I can see that you obviously want to have sex with many woman at once. If you want it, I want it.â
âOK,â I agreed, I see the logic, but why Louisa and Hanna?â
âWell theyâre convenient, they fancy you, theyâd agree to what you want, and theyâre good people. I like Louisa and Hanna.â
âIâm embarrassed to say Iâve hardly noticed them. You kind of just donât notice servants. That sounds awful when I say it.â
We were interrupted by James. He brought in the treat. âAs you ordered sir.â
âThank you James, you may leave it with me.
âAs you wish sir.â and James left the room.
I felt self conscious about my lack of attention to a human being, but I had the treat to dispense. âI thought weâd try hot chocolate.â I poured two cups from the silver pot, and pushed one to Maria. âAgain, careful it should be hot.â I sipped mine, it was much more agreeable as hot chocolate than in its crude solid form. âMmm!â
âMmm, indeed.â agreed Maria. âMore ambrosia.â
After we finished our cups, I asked. âWhat now Maria? Would you like more hot chocolate? more tea? something else? or what I promised earlier, vanilla sex? Remember youâre a free woman, you should decide what you want.â
âI think we should definitely have the vanilla sex. Lily is getting quite insistent about it.â
âIn that case.â I said as I arose, and offered Maria my arm. âWould you do me the honour of accompanying me to my bedchamber.â
âWhy Stephen, Iâd be delighted, I thought youâd never ask.â
** Chapter 10, vanilla, its not just a spice. **
In the bedchamber, I drew her to me and kissed her. I sat down on the bed, still kissing, I felt her boobs through the dress and drew up her hem to feel up her thigh. I dropped the dress off her shoulders revealing her boobs. Magnificent as always, I started appreciating them, with my hands and with my mouth and tongue.
I spent some time appreciating Mariaâs boobs, when a slightly puzzled sound emerged from her, âUrm?â
âWhatâs the matter?â
âI thought you were going to fuck me.â
âI am, all in good time.â
âOh, I expected you to have had me, come and be nodding off by now.â
âIs that what youâre used to?â She nodded. âWell, I could if you want to, but Iâm used to spending a little more effort on the process.â
âI thought we were supposed to be having vanilla sex, why do you want to torture me?â
I was a little taken aback, âIâm not trying to torture you, I thought youâd enjoy it.â
âIâd enjoy a fuck, Lily is burning.â
âDoes it have to be a fuck? I could lick you, go for a little swim.â
âYes, do that.â She started pushing my head down towards her crotch.
I lifted her skirt and dove into her crotch, her legs were obscenely wide open, inviting. My face splashed down in her cunt, she was wet (very), and open and obvious. I licked the slit, I got a very gratifying reaction, she squirmed and gasped. I lick her slit some more and she thrashed about, I thought Iâd better get at it and attacked her clit. She stiffened her moans became more strangled âNnng!â, then she flopped back on the bed, âOof!â.
I tentatively looked up, remembering last night, âIs it safe? Or should I do that again?â
She made an incoherent sound, I decided it was safe and made my way up her to hug her. Her eyes slowly focused on me, âCan you chase away the wildebeest.â We both cracked up. When we calmed down, she said, âIâm sorry to spoil your plans, now Iâve got you submitting instead of the vanilla.â
âBut that is vanilla, at least it can be vanilla. Its just foreplay.â
âForeplay?â
âWhat comes before sex, it helps arouse the participants.â
âBut Iâm already aroused, I donât need more. You donât look like you need it either.â Will was indeed straining my trousers.
âIâve never know anyone as horny as you, âŠâ
âHorny?â She looked really puzzled at that one.
âWhere I come from it means âarousedâ more or less. Or in this case, your permanent state. I always guessed it referred to things like my little friend here.â I indicated to Will. âBut came to be applied to women as well. Iâve never known anyone as horny as you, where I come from foreplay is expected, it would be quite impolite to do without, unless its a quickie. And, well, I quite like doing it I enjoy it for its own sake.â
âQuickie?â
âHaving sex with none of the preliminaries, foreplay etc, as quickly as possibly, just to get the man off. Sometimes you donât have time for everything, sometimes you just feel like doing it that way.â
âOh, it sounds like normal sex to me. Kay, lets try some foreplay. Just donât torture me. What else is vanilla and foreplay?â
âJust about everything except sex itself. Touching, kissing, licking, oral sex, both blow jobs and swimming. Taking off your clothes can be part of foreplay.â
âLets try the clothes, Iâm already halfway there.â
I worked on the disarrayed dress to remove it completely, while I was doing that, I said, âAs I said, Iâve never known someone as horny as you, so I didnât realize I was torturing you. Youâll have to tell me if you need extra help in future. Iâm used to that being the end of it, they come once and theyâre satisfied for the day, or the week, maybe the month.â She looked a bit puzzled at this point, but didnât press the point.
She was now naked, I thought Iâd never grow tired of looking at her voluptuous body. She got a bit self conscious and wiggled bits to distract me. âAre you just going to stand there?â
âIf the purpose is to turn us on, its working for me.â
âI liked the idea of you also being naked. You could do it like last night, I enjoyed that.â I put on another show, much like I did last night. Maybe a little more hurried, I was anxious to get to other things. When Iâd finished I stood there, very prominent and Maria clapped. âYes, I enjoyed that, I may need more help soon. Did you say blow jobs were foreplay?â
âYes they can be foreplay, or they can be the main event. If you ask a man, with a hard-on, whether he wants a blowjob or a fuck, Iâm not sure youâd get much sense out of him.â
âWell, I want to be wicked and give you a blowjob.â She crawled across the bed to where I was standing. âIâll give you a blow job, and when I canât stand the torture anymore, will you fuck me please.â
âOKâ, I couldnât argue with that. She was on all fours at the edge of the bed, I was standing up next to the bed and her mouth was at the perfect height, Will disappeared into her mouth. âOh.â My knees went week, âCould I lie down before I fall down?â
âKay.â I turned around and lay across the end of the bed, my feet still on the floor.
Maria went back to work, âOoooh!â She was kneeling to get down to reach Will with her mouth, her bum was sticking up in the air not too far from my head, and arm. I felt her bum, while moaning and writhing, she was having quite an effect on me, it was making any coherent thought very difficult. One semi-coherent thought was if she kept this up, I was going to come. One other thought was should I mention this or not.
In the end I was spared having to make that decision, she suddenly stopped sucking me and said âFuck me.â Then turned around, her bum still high in the air, she waggled it at me. I made as much haste as I could to kneel behind her and stick Will up her. I was a little hesitant about it, after yesterday I didnât want to hurt her penetrating her. I was slowly inching in her when she cried, âStop torturing me!â and rammed her nether regions towards me, impaling on Will to the hilt.
I thrust as hard and as fast as I could, she was moaning loudly. The moaning became a wail, and I was thinking this wasnât going to last long when she came. The wailing became gasps, she stiffened and then fell onto her side, quivering and jerking. I was close, so I rolled her over onto her back and jumped on her, ramming Will up her. This set her off again, she was coming again, she was thrashing around and that keening wail was back. It was too much for me, I came spasmodic spurts up her. Spurt, thrust, spurt, thrust, spurt, thrust. I collapsed onto top of her, hardly conscious of anything except an exploding Will.
Consciousness reasserted itself, I levered myself up on my elbows and focussed on Maria. Iâm not sure anyone was home down there either. So I kissed her. She blinked and smiled. âYou missed some of the wildebeest.â Again, we cracked up, I rolled off her and hugged her.
âIs that it?â She asked.
âIt doesnât have to be, do you want something more?â
âLily would like some attention.â
âJust give me a moment to gather my wits, or you could jump on top again, I like that. Its easy for me.â
âIt doesnât seem appropriately vanilla.â
âOK, just a sec.â I shuffled around to approach Mariaâs cunt from the side, like this morning. She was still gaping from Willâs attentions, and juicy and slimy and creamy, perfect in fact. I got to work licking the gaping slit, tasty.
This got some appreciative reaction, âMmm.â I worked around her slit and around her clit, avoiding the clit for now. I carried on working, and the âMmmâs became moans, she started squirming. It seemed like a good time to step things up, I brought fingers into play, wiggling them in her slit. I also started more direct pressure on the clit. Again, a most gratifying reaction, the moans ramped up, as did the squirming. They became wails and bucking hips, I held on, she was coming.
I let her come, and carried on working. This would be interesting, to see what her reaction was. She calmed down a bit, but without much interruption she was coming again. I carried on, another orgasm blended into the last. Then it wasnât obvious where one ended and another started, she was just coming. Then with a last jerk, the sound and motion stopped. Maria was still.
I rearranged myself to lie next to Maria, she was breathing, this was a good sign. I propped myself up on one elbow and watched her. She looked really peaceful, expressionless, just lying there. Her eyes opened, but didnât seem to see. Slowly some expression returned to her face, she looked happy. âDo you want some more?â I asked.
A puzzled look flitted across her face, before she said, âActually, no. I am fully satisfied. How strange.â
âStrange?â I was a little puzzled by that.
âI could not endure any more. This is such a novelty.â
âYouâve never been sated before?â
âNever.â
âWell, I am honoured to help you in such an important endeavor.â I hugged her. Will was standing proud, I hadnât been paying attention to him.
Maria noticed his insistence against her bum and grasped him. âWould you like me to help you with that?â She asked.
âI thought you were sated.â
âI am, but you vanquished my desire, such gallantry deserves a reward.â
âWho am I to disagree with such logic, please reward me.â I lay back. âYou could climb on top of me, I like that.â
âSorry Stephen, after your grievous assault, Lily could not oblige you.â Oh well, but I wasnât going to complain at a blowjob. And what a blowjob it was, for such and inexperienced practitioner, Maria was mind blowingly good. My mind was suitably blown. Iâm sure there was lots of moaning and toes curling. Eventually Maria took pity on me and allowed me to blow my load into her mouth. Iâm pretty sure I looked as expressionless as Maria after that.
** Chapter 11, aftermath. **
Maria hugged me as we lay together in the afterglow. When Iâd regained enough of my senses I asked, âSo what do you think of vanilla sex?â
âIt is most agreeable. It does not have the intensity of our congress last night, but Iâll say I could not survive if all sex were such. Certainly its not something I could endure daily. Vanilla sex I could gladly endure many times a day.â
Oy! Sheâs going to wear me out. âI will valiantly try to satisfy your needs, or Iâll expire in the attempt.â
âI will forbear sex to aid your recovery.â
âThereâs no need for such drastic inaction, Iâm sure it would aid my recovery if you demonstrated an alternative. As we discussed there are other men, or woman.â A lezzy show, thatâd perk me up.
Maria perked up. âFor you I could endure such indignity.â She said with that far away look in her eye.
âYou are so thoughtful. You could try satisfying yourself.â Puzzlement. âAs I used my hand, so can you.â
âBut you objected to my attempts yesterday.â
âOh, sorry. I was playing a part. I think it is a good thing, though as always you should save some of your appetite for me. It would be polite to offer me the opportunity to help. If you were to do that while I were present, it might spur me to action. You may also be able to find a mechanical contrivance to help you. Such things become popular soon, so many husbands not knowing how to satisfy a wife that doctors have to do that for them. A doctor might know where to find such a contrivance.â
She look dubious at this. âYou should give it a try, I really think you in particular would like it.â I posited.
âIs this more that you know from where you come from? You should tell me about it. If we were partners you should tell me everything.â
âYouâve decided weâre to be partners?â
âYes, you seemed to be greatly troubled by my offer, and as you say it does have advantages.â
I hugged her. âI hope youâll come to appreciate the advantages, Iâll get Johan to work on the specifics.â
âIâm sure I will, but anyway, tell me about where you come from.â
I knew I was going to have to discuss this sometime, it might as well be now. I wasnât sure how to approach this. Let try this. âWhere I come from has been called âthe undiscovered countryâ âŠâ
âYou came back from the dead? I thought you were from the future.â Interrupted Maria. Uhm, I was not expecting a development like this, sheâd already worked it out. She is more than extraordinary.
âI donât think Iâm dead, what makes you say that?â
âShakespeare, Hamlet says âBut that the dread of something after death, The undiscovered Country, from whose bourn No Traveler returns.â
âIt says that?, I thought he was referring to the future.â Thatâs what I get for quoting a Klingon quoting shakespeare, at least I didnât try to quote it in the original Klingon.
âSo you are from the future! I could go get the book if you want to look.â
âWe can look at it later. I think Iâm from the future, around the year 2006, do you know its 1806 now?â
âWell, no on ever taught me the numbers, I donât know what those are.â Damn this system again.
I thought, how to express this in terms sheâs understand. âYou know how old I am?â
âYes, I can see that.â
âWell, imagine me living three times this long, then live another such lifetimes after that.â
Maria chewed on this for a while. âLots of people would be born and die, only to have their children die before you would live that long.â
âI think if I looked, I might find the grandfather of my grandfather or maybe his grandfather alive now.â
âOh.â Some comprehension I think. âHow did you come to be here?â
âI donât know. Iâm not sure if this is my body, or if Iâm just borrowing it, possibly from that grandfather of my grandfather.â
âHow do you not know?â
âThings are a bit hazy between here and there. I think I remember everything about my time, up to a point, and then its like a dream. Then its like Iâm dreaming here, and slowly I wake up and Iâm me.â
âThat is strange, but donât you know if youâre you?â
âI look about the same, the fuzzy bit in the middle makes it difficult to be exact. Maybe my hair is darker, maybe my beard is darker. I have the same name, but many of my ancestors used the same names, all the way back to this time now.â
âYou know a great deal about your ancestors.â
âIts a family hobby, researching your forebears. Its called genealogy.â
âIâd guess that is from âgensâ my tribe in latin and âlogosâ knowledge in greek.â
âI thought you didnât know latin or greek.â I challenged.
âI donât, Iâm just guessing.â
âYou make damn good guesses. But anyway, back home I have a document which traces my line as far back from us as I am from home.â
âThat would be an interesting thing to know. As a slave I only know what my mother could remember.â
âThe slave trade is responsible for such evil in the world. It seems trivial that this is indeed one of its consequences.â I ventured âAnyway, the nature of the universe is such that it would be easier for my consciousness to move here, rather than my physical body. Though both are quite preposterous.â
âYou know a great deal about the nature of the universe.â I wasnât sure if Maria was stating or asking.
âI do, I probably know more about its nature than all of the scientists in the world right now. I studied natural philosophy in college, I call it physics.â
âCollege? that is where you get an education?â asked Maria, obviously intrigued.
âYes, its where you go to study the higher levels of learning. Thousands of the brightest most eager students converge there every year to immerse themselves in study.â
âAnd you studied to be a doctor?â
That threw me for a second. âOh, er, I think the language has changed a bit. I didnât study âphysicâ as they say these days, I studied âphysicsâ, the nature of the physical world. The idea of physics as a separate science may not have been thought of yet.â
âYes, the nature of the physical world as you said. You college sounds like heaven.â
âMy college was one of the preeminent such institutions in the world, but there are hundreds of others, perhaps not quite so eminent, but all crammed with students. Not all of them terribly eager or bright. Iâm afraid I did not make the best of it, when you put that many young people together, they make all sorts of distractions. I had so much fun in college the study may not have got the attention it deserves. Though Iâm not sure working harder would help. If I am presented with something, I either understand it or I donât. If I donât, no amount of study would enlighten me.â
âI think I may be similar.â Posited Maria. âThe knowledge is just leaping off the pages. Iâm not trying to learn.â
âWe definitely need to get you a tutor, it would be such a shame to waste that marvelous mind of yours. A tutor can guide you in the basics of knowledge, so you can decide what you want to study. I must remind you that if you were to be a slave again, you would not get an education. That would be a monstrous crime.â
Maria considered the matter. Then regained her curiosity, âTell me some about your home.â
âYou would have difficulty understanding the world I come from. It moves so much faster. We have machines to do much of the work in fact machines will make slaves redundant eventually even if the laws were not passed to ban it.â
âYou mentioned the end of slavery before, when does it end?â
âIâm afraid I donât know. I didnât study this period of history. Donât forget to me this is history, I had to read about it in books. But I think its soon, I think it was ended in Europe before it was ended in the US. The US will fight a war among themselves before its ended there, I think thats mostly the end of it. That may be in your lifetime.â
I had a thought. âNow Maria, you must never tell anyone about anything I am telling you of the future. You must not tell and you must not act on it. To do so would be very dangerous, it might even cause me to go away.â
She looked distraught at the prospect. âWhy would you go away because I talked.â
âNo that I would go away, I would not be. Iâm from the future, the future is built on the past. If knowledge such that I had were to get out, the past would be different. There would be no future for me to come from.â
She struggled with this some. âI think I see what youâre saying. If I make a splash here, the ripples spread out and touch the future.â
âIts even worse than that, any tiny change could cause an entirely different outcome. The ripples donât diminish, they grow to become a tidal wave. They could drown the future.â
âOk, so Iâll not say a word. Not even to Louisa and Hanna.â I think she was heeding my warning. âSo these machines?â
âWe have machines for just about everything, this in itself might impress you, but the really impressive stuff are the machines which might appear to think.â
âMachines that think?â
âThey donât actually think, but sometimes it might look like it. They work with information.â
âInformation?â
I talked about computers and basic information theory, and Google and Wikipedia. Then other things like Jumbo jets, and men no longer going to the moon, TV and cars.
âYou were talking of TV when you mentioned the plays earlier, and Mr Johnsonâs bloomers.â Maria was a perceptive girl.
âI was.â I admitted. âAnd the Wildebeest.â
** Epilogue
Maria skipped into the study, she was looking particularly pleased with herself today. I wondered if I should be worried, she was obviously plotting something, I was distracted by the effect the skipping was having on her bosom though. âThree years today.â She declared and kissed me on the lips. Definitely distracted, I failed to grasp the significance of this. âOh, sorry did I distract you?â She asked giving Will a squeeze. âThree years ago on this date, you freed me.â
âThe best decision I ever made.â Not just an attempt at recovery, but the truth. Iâd been singularly happy with my life with Maria, while weâd agreed to be equal partners, it might really be weâd settled on the other option. I was nearer her slave than anything. She decided on the sex, what, with whom, who (if any) was dominant etc. I was perfectly content with the arrangement, very rarely did I ever have to express a desire, any desire I had had usually been satisfied some days before.
Dark Maria visited frequently, but seldom enough I could recover from her ministration between visits. Sometimes Maria found it amusing to make me beg for the treatment, those times were particularly painful, and satisfying. She seemed to come to terms with that side of herself, my evident pleasure and the begging seemed to reassure her and she played the part with relish and very damp cunt. Likewise, she had me dom her and beat her, my heart may not have been totally in it, but I like the pleasure she got from it as much as I liked playing the part. Then there was sex, regular early morning swims, fucks, blowjobs, threesomes, foursomes, gangbangs. God it was good.
âAw.â Maria cooed interrupting my reverie and kissed me again, with more ardour. âYouâre going to distract me now.â Breaking the kiss, she retreated to a safe distance. âTo commemorate this auspicious day, I prepared a special treat for you.â Her smile was threatening to completely encompass her face, she definitely had been plotting something, I was thinking I was going to enjoy this greatly. She produced a sheet of paper with a flourish, and gave it to me while bouncing up and down. I absently took the paper from her, still much distracted by the effect the bouncing was having on her bosom. When I didnât react, she followed my gaze and said. âOops, sorryâ and clutched at her bosom to calm them. She nodded at the paper, expectantly.
I read. At the top it started âMaria Freeman, of Seaview farm.â
âIn exchange for the sum of one guinea and other valuable considerations, agrees to lease one slave, Maria a black woman to Stephen Somers, of Seaview farm.â It further went on to specify several terms and a lease period which would start today and last through the end of the week.
âYou want to sell yourself to me?â
âWell lease, for this week, but yes, I would be your slave, completely, totally and legally. No safeword.â
This was going to be big trouble. âDidnât we decide differently three years ago.â
âYes we did, so youâve never got to be an absolute slave owner. You never got to exercise you demons.â
I was going to lose this battle, I tried to outflank her. âBut youâre worth so much more than 1 guinea. Particularly after the slave trade was outlawed two years ago, and the Royal Navy is patrolling the African coast. Slaves are a constrained commodity theyâre very valuable. I couldnât buy a replacement for you for less than 200. Well, I could never replace you.â
âAw, youâre sweet.â she said kissing me again, but met my flanking attack. âThe lease is only for the week. If you amortize a dollar a week over the life of a slave, its a fair price.â
I tried a desperate rear guard action. âYou can see into my soul, you know what this would unleash, it would not be good.â
She made a tactical error. âDo you want me to persuade you?â She said, reaching for Will.
âIâm sure I could be persuaded.â I said, and pushed back form the desk to give her better access. But damn, I had to point out the flaw in the plan. âYou do know if you persuade me, that would be a duress, the contract would be invalid.â
She paused, stood up, stuck her tongue out at me and pouted. âYouâre no fun.â Damn my compulsions. She kissed me again, and then hugged me so her bosom pressed in my face. âI love you so much.â I was distracted again.
She stood back again. âAre you going to accept my offer?â
âIs this what you really want?â
âYes it is.â I had no defense against this. She should have started this way.
âYouâre totally sure? You know the consequences? I canât persuade you otherwise?â
âIâm totally sure. This is my decision. This is what I want.â
I gave up the fight. âI need to find a guinea. Excuse me.â I got up and rang the bell. Shortly after James entered.
âYou rang sir.â
âYes James, could you find me a guinea coin.â
âCertainly sir, I shall see if I can find one.â
âQuickly James, its somewhat urgent.â
âVery good sir.â As he left the room.
âOh Stephen, thank you.â She hugged me and kissed me. She reached down again and squeezed Will, âIâd help you with that, but I think you might better use of him this afternoon.â
A cough interrupted us, I tuned to James who had entered. âYour coin sir.â
âThank you James, that will be all.â James withdrew.
I sat down at the desk again, I took out a pen. I handed it to Maria, she dipped it in the ink well and signed her name in the appropriate place. She handed me the pen. I took a deep breath. I stalled, thinking the pen was due some innovation soon, this inkwell business was silly. I couldnât think of anyway of avoiding it, so I signed.
I took out a block of red wax, I melted some over the candle, and impressed my ring in the wax pool. I melted some more wax and Maria impressed her ring along side.
She looked at me expectantly. I couldnât think what she was expecting. The impasse lasted a while before she broke the silence. âAre you trying to cheat me you geil bastaard?â
Uh? I wasnât expecting this. âWhat?â
âWhereâs my guinea? If Iâm going to offload this worthless slave on you, I at least want the geld.â
âWorthless? You said she was the finest slave you had.â
âYouâre signed now, hand it over.â
I made a great show of handing over the coin, wondering where this scene was headed.
âIâll go fetch the teef.â spat Maria with obvious distaste and flounced out of the room. I was left somewhat bemused.
Some short while later, the was a hesitant knock on the door. âCome!â I said reflexively.
The door opened and in shuffled Maria. Her gaze firmly on the floor. âYou are Maria?â I enquired.
âYes Master.â replied Maria meekly. She had on a different dress than the other Maria had earlier, this one more befitting a slave.
âApproach!â I ordered.
The following events are a different story, and one Iâm not sure Iâm ready to tell.